Before You Murder

I'm not saying murder is right.  But I'm also not saying murder is wrong.

Life is something that goes on and we take part in.  The whole universe is alive and we pop up into it here and there so that the universe can look at itself in someway.  I mean is there an environment if there isn't an eye to perceive it?  No, for the rainbow cannot be seen without the sun, the water, or the eye.  Tis the same with all phenomenon in space-time.... But back to murder

Now a rattlesnake is in the garage cornering my little cousin.  It's feeling threatened, but because of that, it is threatening.  I'm sorry rattlesnake, I'm making a judgement and you are tasting the end of this shovel if you come any closer.  I'm making the call... I know the situation and I will take responsibility for my actions.

Now a fly is on the table.  What freedom it enjoys.  I love life and why would I take this opportunity from this fly?  I look into it's eyes and it's begging for time to explore.  It's not hurting me right now... I let it walk on the coffee table.  It is aware of me as I am aware of it.  I give it a safe place safe and time to discover.

If there is even a slight chance of another being having a life of contemplation.. to discover for one self what life is all about... How the fuck can I take that?

Before you murder someone, look into his/her eyes, and make a judgement call.

Laws

So you're not happy with the world and what you see
You will make a new law to make what you want be
     Go ahead and run to daddy law, don't care about facing me

Your laws are artificial and have too many holes to cover
Your laws have no love for sister or brother
     Your laws are too many, soon they will turn on each other

But it's okay if thats the way you want to play
Because all you will do is create finer clay
     :More things we can create each and every day

Even Newton's laws will one day crumble to any fool
Nature does not read our amendments or our rules
     But it is intimately interested in our application of fuel

So we play chicken with our mother to see what laws remain
In the end what matters if we can't even play this game?
     ...Hmm, wrong question.. I guess the Sameness doesn't change
     ...No Blame

Job Quit

I'm unemployed by choice today.

Twas like any other decision that is made by your choice.

In that you must come into contact with the real you.

For, the 'real you' and 'your choice' are one and the same.

One Liners/Wing Chun Poetry 5?

Everything I do traces my blueprint, but which one are you looking at? Which one are you feeling?

I like ice cream, because it's enjoyable when it's cold, but only when it's hot.

I like sex, I like intimacy... why does it feel so good to be no one at all?

Transitive property: Love = All

I touch you now and you'd freak, I could touch you now and you'd melt.  Never underestimate the power of a well placed/timed chime.

Everyone loves stories, following them, imagining them, living them... Transitive property applied here... and everywhere... need I say more?

No, I needn't say more.  But that's not the point, the point is I can.

Carbonation Level

Where does this blog stand as of right now?

Good question to ask myself.  What I intended to do at the beginning was to track my philosophy of life through what I chose to express on this blog.  But now I've learned who I am when I drive, make tea, post, sleep, etc. is one and the same with my expression.

I can be a real bummer and I can be a real party starter.  I am a being and what beings do is be.

Well, us beings like to do things.  We like to create, learn and experience.  We like to have fun, and that includes not having fun.

All these lives living, all these beings being.  We love to love.  And the universe, being nothing other than us, has the same inclination.  Testing ourselves lifetime after lifetime to find love over and over again.  To overcome our situation and make it OUR situation.

So Carbonated is still fizzing,  no matter how you shake it up, the bubbles keep coming.  But it is not up to me, unless by me, you mean both you and me.  It is up to all of us to see what happens.  No choice is a choice, and you never create an environment around you that you didn't allow to happen.

It's weird, in thermodynamics... all systems are finite...
Am I so small that the finite seems infinite?
Or am I a part of this vastness and it's destiny?
That would make me god.  That would make me MY GOD.

The Asymptote Who Could: Part III

Math is a language of symbols. Uniform increments that lets us split up the universe for us to see it on paper. Every math solution already exist, waiting for us to find a problem so that we may see that solution, and the universe from a different angle.

 The Line known as it was last seen exploring time and alternate realities. Exploring the concepts of relativity, it is getting closer to another orgasm. And it's focus of attention is building towards the release of something it has never seen.

 Structures are crumbling but have never been more useful. And it, not apart from the crumbling or structures, heads back to Cartesia once again to face it's past... present and future.

 In the lightning of an instant that last forever, it treks for the sake of it's own Self.

 To be continued...

Fingerpainting

Again, not done by me... directly.

By the ladies of suite 206.

I also saw a boy who suffered from autism today... but then 5 min later he was in enjoyment.

Newsfeed

Here's an update:

THIS JUST IN: A new KAVACAST? Yes, it appears so. Supposedly coming soon!

LOCAL:
Passing through highschool hallways
Who do you choose to be?
As you make eye contact with passersby

Passing through city sidewalks
How high is your guard?
As you go from A to B

Driving on the streets
Do you even see other people?
Behind all the steel

I'm sick of hallways
I'm sick of hallway bullies
I'm sick of hallway cowards
So no more hallways..
Just me sitting down against this here wall

WEATHER:
The current weather is 100% happening
Everything else has a 10% chance of happening

SPORTS:
Today, a young man gracefully navigated a beautiful path through moving cars that did not see him try to cross the street. He successfully enraged 5 drivers and scored a banana malt milkshake. He's stupid and there's a 10% chance that this was a fluke.

ENTERTAINMENT AND THE ARTS:
Clouds decided to look like a choo choo train and then began looking like rain. The transformation was eye watering to watch and is highly recommended. 5 stars
Producer: Sunlight
Director: Wind
Now playing

SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY:
Reddit atheists are still patting each other on the back.

also

the internet seems to works better when information is free to travel

FOOD AND HEALTH:
MMMM... sunlight

also

Cannibals don't starve as much

IN OTHER NEWS:
A once confused boy gave into his paranoia and let his world deconstruct into a hallwayless ocean where he is no longer this or that, but an ISness to which confusion and paranoia are unable to stick to.
*Albeit the illusion of them are there to entertain.

LOTTERY DRAWING:
Carbonated Sweepstakes (last post) ended up in an allway tie. Winners will now be chosen through a lottery. Winners to be announced.


That's it, thanks for tuning in.

Carbonated Sweepstakes

If you can guess which lines are mine (Chris Ly), and which are my guest blogger's (Ginny), you will receive a prize!

Rules:
Person who ends up with the most correct amount of guesses wins. Submit the author of each line.
Either comment with contact information or email me at renandstimpy137@gmail.com
Contest ends March 6th?

Prizes can be chosen from:
1)Acrylic Stickers (Dried acrylic paint that will stick to glass)
2)Booze (Up to $10 worth)
3)Styrofoam (Can be taped together to make something)(You can also draw on it)
ex:

Here we go:

Line 1: Early in the 18th century, I came.
Line 2: So hard.
Line 3: Hexagonadon is a dinosaur that eats six sided shapes
Line 4: Backstratcher!!!
Line 5: I"m not drunk
Line 6: Yeah, you are
Line 7: The world is drunk on itself, it's spinning so fast.
Line 8: How "revolution"ary
Line 9: What would you say if I said you were sexy?
Line 10: "But it doesn't really matter at all, life's a gas." - Marc Bolan
Line 11: Shit, I don't remember whose lines are whose...
Line 12: Mango vodka makes everyone a happy camper.
Line 13: Girlfriend!!!!!!!
Bonus: This was a bad idea

Winners of the Bonus Line will win a 400 characters on a blog post here.

XKCD imitation/Everything is a sphincter II

Randall doesn't have a copyright on stick figures does he? Anyhow, thanks for the inspiration.
... Sorry I don't have a scanner available right now.

Edit: Here is a better version

Line 1
Him: Would you like to save the world with me
Her: Yes! But from what?

Line 2
Him: From ourselves of course.
Her: Right.. Let's start... We should get capes

Line 3
Her: Well, until we pose a threat to ourselves, I guess we should have some fun
Him: Yeah, but keep an eye out...

Line 4
Him: Nothing yet...
Her: Shh! Im' concentrating

Line 5
Him: I guess the world doesn't really need to be saved
Her: Not ours at least

Everything is a sphincter!

Random comic

Draft Post#3... very ADD... in fact: Wing Chun Ramblings

I once had the epiphany that wisdom can't exist without the "stupidity" to counteract it. Therefore the initial straying which I named stupidity, is what gives a chance for wisdom to be.

A good story needs conflict for a resolution... or there is no story.

Can no story be the story? Haha.

In a movie or book however, we are simply the observer. Safe from the drama, we are not actors in it... although we maybe actors watching it. Safe from the experience and actual catharsis which takes place.

But just like wisdom needs stupidity, catharsis also needs ignorance of some sort. Watch a movie which is "controversial and moving" from a point of view which is free of those internal taboos which make it so.... and everything becomes a comedy.

That's why horror movies seen from a "high" point of view are a downright ridiculous laugh fest.
But... the music sucks you into the mood, the seriousness... into the story. Just like a good plot, acting, etc. will suck you in. We forget it's not real.. and we have fun as a result. We get sucked in... and catharsis happens.

So where did this post come from? If I already knew this, then why did I have to say it aloud. Where is the stupidity that prompted the wisdom?

Trust me, I have a vault full of stupidity inside me... let's switch it up.. occultism.

Learning to live one's gods and demons. The empire to be ruled in the Tao Te Ching, the pantheon of greek gods, the manifestations of Brahman, etc... all exists within thyself. Won't you learn to love them inside you... gods and demons alike?

What Freud might call the unconscious. There are far more powerful demons than libido in my opinion though.

Shake it up... Ants

They move like water. Each a molecule in communication with the rest of the colony. They act as one and achieve amazing feats.

Back it up now... Movies

When you pay for the admission ticket... or download it... or press play... you agree to "get lost" in the movie for the sake of enjoying yourself. Maybe it's like that with life. When we are born... we get enamored by all the bells and whistles of the physical universe with all its detail and variety. I guess it's a stage and we're all entertainers.

Are you not entertained?

Ahhh... my answer.
I wrote this to entertain whoever read this.
I wrote this because I was bored and this is fun.
I wrote this because my mind was getting tangled in it's thoughts and writing out helps me to untangle them... though most times I just drop the whole cord that's tangled.

Go thoughts be free... torment someone else now.. I need to get some sleep.


EDIT: Flow of Ants and ants as fluids.



EDIT: Video above has no music and this man has got me right now:

Another Theft Post

I keep posting other people's paintings rather than my own lately, I realize. 

But the fact is that I'm there to annoy them so in some way I did have something to do with it...

Here's" KERO" by Steve Schilkowski

Guilty

I still have something to prove
But the question is to who?

I've been hurt times in the past
But it is me, who makes the pain last

I've been acting in this way
Hoping for a rapture day

I've let the blessing become a curse
And I've been injecting the worst

So many hearts on me
So many hope so patiently

So many hearts on me
Waiting to see if I see

So many hearts on me
Just to see me be

And whenever I pull the sword out from me
I hope you didn't get stabbed standing behind me
---
I see my shadow wiping its tears
"Shadow, it was only the light that you feared."

Year of the Dragon

PREFACE

Before I was taught to be a doctor or lawyer, I once dreamed of being a waiter. Serving food and cleaning tables. To me at the time, it seemed like a really good thing to do. I thought that preparing and serving food with the intention of replenishing people's bodies and souls with spices and good will was to be reserved for the happiest of people.

But today we here have grown to value specific extremes. And we have succeeded in pursuing those extremes with a ton of efficiency.
But to be any one thing, is to not be everything else.

Some people have seen the dangers of a power hungry corporation and react to it by being the opposite. But those people are still tied to the very thing they despise. You doing something because of something else still makes your actions derived from the thing you are reacting towards...

Do something because you want to, because you love to... if it goes along with this or doesn't go along with that... so be it. Haters gonna hate right?

For in farming, we have valued banging out the most crop in a short amount of time. Out of all thousands of variety of apples, super markets only sell a handful. Handfuls that share a common weakness, but are poured with pesticides to counteract the self balancing way of nature, just to have an apple that taste like the one before it.

Farmers call this monoculture. This is what we do to many aspects of our life. It is easy to label something as evil and something else as good. To be have the largest bank account, to be the funny guy at a party, to be in control. But having tons of money is just having tons of money, the funny guy who tries so hard is not funny at all, and the control freak has no control of their life whatsoever... Anything can be taken to an extreme.

And the harder you try to preserve the extremes, the more cancerous you become. Diverting resources to maintain a state of affairs in what is a dynamic, changing, cross pollinating universe. Until you start to kill the very system that you depend on.

All this holding on and clinging is derived from a fear within. As I learn to let go and swim WITH the waves, I find the more and more that I actually delight in it.

Eat a sour apple, it makes you have a funny face.
Don't be afraid to be an asshole, that's kind of funny too.
Paint because you have something to share.

And don't forget to be a doctor, because you love it.
Or to be a lawyer because money can be fun.

That's how I see it right now.


YEAR OF THE DRAGON

I feel like dancing with the old, to repaint something new
I feel a reconfiguration of the globe is in due
I feel the sun wants it too

I don't know where it will lead
But I know maximum surprise is what I need

Call it want you want
Write it in any font

It's already been going, it's always been here
All we need to learn is what it means to steer

A violent rage of kisses is on the way
And no matter what we do to delay
This dragon can't be slayed

Draft post #2

I have blurry eye sight.
Am I looking at the same world when I take my glasses off?
Yes and no. But most of all, maybe.

Have I forgotten what "everything" means?
Yes and no. But most of all yes...
And when you forget everything, you forget everything.

But that's okay cause it's always there..

Bye

Sunday splatter

"Arrows and Ocean" by Saurabh and friend(s)

Draft Post #1

I feel like writing again.

I'm like a fish in a sea.
To be more specific/or to generalize.. I'm a drop of water.

Nope.. Scratch.

How many best friends am I allowed to have?

Haha.. Scratch

Faith
Isn't the difference between wave and particle a leap of Faith?

Nope.. Scratch that

Why do I think about these things all the time?
Am I a nerd with no direction?
Who needs one?
~One that wants one.

..So do I want direction?
~Aren't I direction itself?
What's my direction pointing towards?
~Anything, because it's my direction.

Scratch my back... seriously

Haven't we been here before?/Wing Chun Poetry III

Haven't we been here before?

Nope.

It's a new year, everyday, every moment. Change is the norm and you only need the courage to acknowledge your freedom to be thrown into everyday life that is not everyday life.

After a while with some practice, you'll forget who you were yesterday and remember who you are always.

I've come to learn that you don't need to retreat into the mountains, shave your head and wear robes to start a lifetime of spiritual growth. You can do it paying a mortgage building a white picket fence. There is no right or wrong way to approach truth. Surroundings will adjust accordingly to how you handle what is on your plate in front of you.

But enough of confirming an old superstition..

"Physical Energy" done by Ginny Cooke and Friend(s)

Pudding
If the proof is in the pudding, then I have to remember to taste it once and a while.

May I have this dance?
What do you think we're doing?

Excellent chance of success
50%

Permenant Records
How permenant do you want them to be?

Back to Square One
What a complete place to return to

Can God create a rock so heavy that even he can't lift it?
I guess... if he wants...

If a tree falls in the woods and no one is there to hear it, does it make a sound?
What tree?

Tao Te Ching 37
TLDR: Just Be

Dreams
Are you dreaming the dream?.. Or is the dream dreaming you?

Haven't we been Here before?
Yeah, we're Here right Now

2012

We'll see.